My peers recounted the days and agreed that "so much time has passed since their enlistment". Me, a brusque "F---ing finally."
Much to my dismay, I've been resenting the person I've become - so bitter about my life (in the military). Every "I've got NS" I'd used to reply my friends who needed me made my innards turn; it's simply not what I yearn to do. Call me weak-minded, uncooperative or whatever derogatory terms that you can think of as long as they can try to make you feel empowered as a citizen who believes oneself to be befitting of a patriotic title - I don't care. I'd just look at you with my dimmed eyes, dull expression, shoulders slouched, and you might even notice my 3-months young boots with excessively fagged out soles (because I dragged my legs to work). Then, hopefully as a friend, you'd realized how much I've changed and how little I've become.
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